With confirmation round the corner, it got me thinking, Am i really ready for confirmation?
As i sat in the adoration room today, the one question that i kept asking God repeatedly was, Lord, do you think i am ready for confirmation? Am i really ready to receive the holy spirit? Am i ready to go forth and spread the love of God? However, the larger question at hand would be, do i trust myself enough to remain an active church member rather than shrink to become a Sunday Catholic after confirmation? So many question and yet i'm getting confirmed the day after tomorrow.
i'm really stumped by this question, somebody help?
Thursday, November 05, 2009
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Pre-confi Camp
I went to camp with high expectations, with my spirituality somewhat intact. Being around group 8 was a very welcoming experience because our 'fellowship' began on 12th June and it's amazing how we've travelled so far in our spiritual journey together. Sharing sessions has been an ease, everyone's very open and it felt like we were one family. It was truly moving that everyone congregated together because of that one thing that we all yearned for, which was the presence of God in our lives.
P&W has always been an outlet in which i allow myself to surrender to God and allow him to envelope me with his overwhelming love. It is one form of prayer, worship that has always been easy for me. An enjoyable experience which has a very soothing effect on me. However, someone told me that when you sing praise and worship songs it is essential that you mean what you sing. So that was a new learning point which changed my experience and allowed me to go deeper in that form of worship.
During this retreat, i sincerely believe that i made a the best confession i have ever made and i truly praise and thank God for giving me the strength and courage to do so.
While preparing for praying over, Ms Tan talked to us about what was going to happen and i became afraid. But i soon found myself singing "Be not afraid, i come before you always,come follow me and i will give you rest" And i was very touched by this, this truly made me believe that i will rest in the spirit. I suddenly felt very peaceful and i placed my trust in the lord. During this time, there was heavy rain, thunder and lightning. It was as if God was calling to each and everyone of us, telling us "My child, i am here".
During praying over, i realise now that the holy spirit unlocked the hurt that wallowed deep down in my heart. Hurt and insecurities that i didn't know was dwelling in there. There were moments where i was very overwhelmed by God's love and moments where i felt so alone and so afraid. But in those moments, God never left me alone. When Olivia (my fellow groupmate) gave me a hug, i really felt like i was hugging God. It felt really really awesome =).
As for the rest of camp, it was filled with more tears than joy. Mass the next morning was indeed very reaffirming, God really seemed to be reassuring me. But i rushed off after mass to collect myself and great, awesome, merciful God yet again sent me someone else to comfort me.
When everyone went up on stage to testify your journey, it was very reaffirming especially, those that didn't experience anything tangible during praying over, like me. It was very moving to see that God had changed so many lives, inspired so many and worked wonders to everyone. It was really a pity that we didn't have enough time for everyone because i believe everyone has a story to tell and everyone wants to share it because when you receive God's love you simply have the strongest urge to share it with others. Praise God
P&W has always been an outlet in which i allow myself to surrender to God and allow him to envelope me with his overwhelming love. It is one form of prayer, worship that has always been easy for me. An enjoyable experience which has a very soothing effect on me. However, someone told me that when you sing praise and worship songs it is essential that you mean what you sing. So that was a new learning point which changed my experience and allowed me to go deeper in that form of worship.
During this retreat, i sincerely believe that i made a the best confession i have ever made and i truly praise and thank God for giving me the strength and courage to do so.
While preparing for praying over, Ms Tan talked to us about what was going to happen and i became afraid. But i soon found myself singing "Be not afraid, i come before you always,come follow me and i will give you rest" And i was very touched by this, this truly made me believe that i will rest in the spirit. I suddenly felt very peaceful and i placed my trust in the lord. During this time, there was heavy rain, thunder and lightning. It was as if God was calling to each and everyone of us, telling us "My child, i am here".
During praying over, i realise now that the holy spirit unlocked the hurt that wallowed deep down in my heart. Hurt and insecurities that i didn't know was dwelling in there. There were moments where i was very overwhelmed by God's love and moments where i felt so alone and so afraid. But in those moments, God never left me alone. When Olivia (my fellow groupmate) gave me a hug, i really felt like i was hugging God. It felt really really awesome =).
As for the rest of camp, it was filled with more tears than joy. Mass the next morning was indeed very reaffirming, God really seemed to be reassuring me. But i rushed off after mass to collect myself and great, awesome, merciful God yet again sent me someone else to comfort me.
When everyone went up on stage to testify your journey, it was very reaffirming especially, those that didn't experience anything tangible during praying over, like me. It was very moving to see that God had changed so many lives, inspired so many and worked wonders to everyone. It was really a pity that we didn't have enough time for everyone because i believe everyone has a story to tell and everyone wants to share it because when you receive God's love you simply have the strongest urge to share it with others. Praise God
Thursday, October 29, 2009
The Lord Is Near
As Pre-confi retreat draws near, i read through my 'spiritual' journal. Reflecting on the countless times God was present in my life. However, the message i took home today was that the Lord is Near and reinforced by Mark, God is next to me (at least something along that line) and i still have no idea what God is trying to say to me. I don't understand which part of my prayer he's answering. But i truly feel that God is BACK in my life, i feel my cup being filled gradually by God's overwhelming love for me. When i entered into the adoration room i said my prayer silently with such ease that i have not done before and it has been a while since i was that deep in prayer. I truly praise and thank God for the wonderful blessing he has bestowed upon me. Though small but meaningful. The other thing i took home today with me that despite all my flaws and shortcomings, i realise that God never dwells upon them, he always seems to be encouraging me along, giving me advice that does not emphasise on my mistakes. I am amazed at God's grace because despite all the sins i've committed he still deems me worthy enough to hear his words through his instruments. It has been multiple times that i've heard God's word from the mouth of others and i feel utmost blessed and yes, i do admit that at times i wish i could just hear it directly from him. But what i receive is what counts and not how i receive it =).
Tuesday's gospel read about the mustard seed and the yeast. About how the mustard seed, although it may be the smallest seed but it'll grow into the biggest tree and having the capacity to accomodate the birds and other animals. And the yeast was essential in a allowing the bread to rise to it's full potential. I pray that i may in turn be that mustard seed to do my part in the kingdom of God. To bring other's closer to God and always having others bring me closer. To allow them to experience God's love. I do sometimes doubt my intentions cause sometimes it's about making a difference. It is in our innate human nature that we naturally want to do something that impacts others, something that will never be forgotten and something that will be the turning point for others. The other reason would be that because God's love and mercy is so wonderful that i feel like sharing it with others.
"You are with me, You are with me, You are with me", "The Lord is Near", "I am coming", "The Lord is beside you". Father, lord open my heart and mind to be able to discern your message and may i be able to internalise the full being of your message. I pray that you will empower the sec 3s confirmants to be prepared spiritually to experience the fullness of the grace of the holy spirit, that we may be ever so touched my the grace of our almighty lord.
Tuesday's gospel read about the mustard seed and the yeast. About how the mustard seed, although it may be the smallest seed but it'll grow into the biggest tree and having the capacity to accomodate the birds and other animals. And the yeast was essential in a allowing the bread to rise to it's full potential. I pray that i may in turn be that mustard seed to do my part in the kingdom of God. To bring other's closer to God and always having others bring me closer. To allow them to experience God's love. I do sometimes doubt my intentions cause sometimes it's about making a difference. It is in our innate human nature that we naturally want to do something that impacts others, something that will never be forgotten and something that will be the turning point for others. The other reason would be that because God's love and mercy is so wonderful that i feel like sharing it with others.
"You are with me, You are with me, You are with me", "The Lord is Near", "I am coming", "The Lord is beside you". Father, lord open my heart and mind to be able to discern your message and may i be able to internalise the full being of your message. I pray that you will empower the sec 3s confirmants to be prepared spiritually to experience the fullness of the grace of the holy spirit, that we may be ever so touched my the grace of our almighty lord.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Speak, your servant is listening
i the lord of sea and sky
i have heard my people cry
all who dwell in dark and sin
my hand will save
here i am lord, is it i lord?
i have heard you calling in the night
i will go lord, where you lead me
i will hold your people in my heart
i who make the stars at night
i will make their darkness bright
who will bear my light to them
whom shall i send
here i am lord, is it i lord?
i have herad you calling in the night
i will go lord, where you lead me
i will hold your people in my heart
today's mass was really beautiful, it was like God's calming presence was there and like sitting in church was just so soothing. i really miss p&w!
the last 2 days, i feel that God has been telling me the same message over and over again. it has something to do with sin though, ha i can't find the scripture. haha oh wells but it has something to do with not succumbing to sin in order to assimilate into society. instead of being a slave to sin, be God's slave. and that links to here i am lord. i feel God is trying to ask me to do something but i don't know what and most important of all i don't feel ready, i don't feel like i'm in a position to preach the word of God. He says to empty myself so that he may fill me. I kinda feel empty at the moment but God's promise is what i hope in. I really do hope that God may fill me. Oh boy look out for tomorrow. may God's spirit be in the waiting wings for i am in great need of strength. I really want to be ready for God before pre-confi camp, because i don't want to miss this opportunity. I don't know when my next will be and i feel that i need it. God says he will be there, but will i be ready in time?
It's like after being away from God for so long, it's harder to achieve that level of spirituality again. Father lord, speak! Your servant is listening.
i have heard my people cry
all who dwell in dark and sin
my hand will save
here i am lord, is it i lord?
i have heard you calling in the night
i will go lord, where you lead me
i will hold your people in my heart
i who make the stars at night
i will make their darkness bright
who will bear my light to them
whom shall i send
here i am lord, is it i lord?
i have herad you calling in the night
i will go lord, where you lead me
i will hold your people in my heart
today's mass was really beautiful, it was like God's calming presence was there and like sitting in church was just so soothing. i really miss p&w!
the last 2 days, i feel that God has been telling me the same message over and over again. it has something to do with sin though, ha i can't find the scripture. haha oh wells but it has something to do with not succumbing to sin in order to assimilate into society. instead of being a slave to sin, be God's slave. and that links to here i am lord. i feel God is trying to ask me to do something but i don't know what and most important of all i don't feel ready, i don't feel like i'm in a position to preach the word of God. He says to empty myself so that he may fill me. I kinda feel empty at the moment but God's promise is what i hope in. I really do hope that God may fill me. Oh boy look out for tomorrow. may God's spirit be in the waiting wings for i am in great need of strength. I really want to be ready for God before pre-confi camp, because i don't want to miss this opportunity. I don't know when my next will be and i feel that i need it. God says he will be there, but will i be ready in time?
It's like after being away from God for so long, it's harder to achieve that level of spirituality again. Father lord, speak! Your servant is listening.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Pride or Fear?
Could you say it was pride? Or perhaps fear? Pride where you are unable to expose yourself vulnerable, afraid to reveal and lay all your cards on the table. Fear because you might get hurt. So many emotions, so many detrimental effects, how much of that risk are you willing to take?
Sunday, August 23, 2009
INVEST and SDYD
INVEST
the only reason i can think of for participating in invest is because of God. this was truly God's doing. Once i stopped trying to pursue leadership positions, God delivered them to my doorstep. This is the begginning of my journey, yes, the going is going to get tough but i know God will be there, as he always has, i just have to open my heart and mind to recognise his presence. I can't do it by myself but with God anything can happen.
SDYD
My river of life, i won't say my life is perfect but neither was it filled with turbulence. The biggest thing that ever impacted me has happened in my short span of 15 years of existence was very recent. Although when i reflect and look back at every thing that has happened i can say i've lived a very sheltered childhood, which i have to thank my parents for. My lack of maturity at that point in time when everything occured was the reason why i was not affected, not in the long term anyway. That is why something as superficial as what i'm going through right now should not be affecting me, because basically it is superficial. It has led me to question who i really am deep down inside. I never wanted to let go of what that had happened, even though i have thousands of reasons to. But why can't i let go. The sharing that kimberly gave yesterday applied to me, true, the dismisal of one angel led to the finding of many others. I won't say i'm out of the woods, i'm finding my way out slowly, i'm following the path and getting lost again. It's just something i have to endure before i really find the way out. Due to the fact that i'm dwelling on the past and living in an illusion that ceased to exist, i look past the blessings that God has bestowed upon me. The blessings i have received are truly the work of God because through them i'm finding my way out, though i'm straying on my own accord sometimes, i do know they'll always be there for me. These are the angels and i dearly want to thank you because if not for you i wouldn't be what i am today, i would be far worst than any of you could imagine. I owe my happiness to them.
Estelle
Nut
Alex
Maryanne
Ronald
Stephen
JP
Joan
Janet
Anjelica
Sabrina
Linying
Mummy
Daddy
Gabriel
Brandon.
i never would have soared that far if it weren't for you guys, thanks for catching me every single time i fall. Thank you so much, love you more than you can ever imagine. God bless.
I had a short talk with Anne during the parish segment, thanks dear.
the only reason i can think of for participating in invest is because of God. this was truly God's doing. Once i stopped trying to pursue leadership positions, God delivered them to my doorstep. This is the begginning of my journey, yes, the going is going to get tough but i know God will be there, as he always has, i just have to open my heart and mind to recognise his presence. I can't do it by myself but with God anything can happen.
SDYD
My river of life, i won't say my life is perfect but neither was it filled with turbulence. The biggest thing that ever impacted me has happened in my short span of 15 years of existence was very recent. Although when i reflect and look back at every thing that has happened i can say i've lived a very sheltered childhood, which i have to thank my parents for. My lack of maturity at that point in time when everything occured was the reason why i was not affected, not in the long term anyway. That is why something as superficial as what i'm going through right now should not be affecting me, because basically it is superficial. It has led me to question who i really am deep down inside. I never wanted to let go of what that had happened, even though i have thousands of reasons to. But why can't i let go. The sharing that kimberly gave yesterday applied to me, true, the dismisal of one angel led to the finding of many others. I won't say i'm out of the woods, i'm finding my way out slowly, i'm following the path and getting lost again. It's just something i have to endure before i really find the way out. Due to the fact that i'm dwelling on the past and living in an illusion that ceased to exist, i look past the blessings that God has bestowed upon me. The blessings i have received are truly the work of God because through them i'm finding my way out, though i'm straying on my own accord sometimes, i do know they'll always be there for me. These are the angels and i dearly want to thank you because if not for you i wouldn't be what i am today, i would be far worst than any of you could imagine. I owe my happiness to them.
Estelle
Nut
Alex
Maryanne
Ronald
Stephen
JP
Joan
Janet
Anjelica
Sabrina
Linying
Mummy
Daddy
Gabriel
Brandon.
i never would have soared that far if it weren't for you guys, thanks for catching me every single time i fall. Thank you so much, love you more than you can ever imagine. God bless.
I had a short talk with Anne during the parish segment, thanks dear.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA
go watch the video it's really good. i watched it on sun during cat class.
yeah, impactful
you know the whole first part, where God breathed life into the girl. that part was like the whole if you trust in God, he'll take care of everything. If you're generous to let God be part of your life, God be generous to you as well. yeah that struck me in that way. then the whole part where the girl strayed, it happens everyday, every moment. It shows how messed up you can be without God, like without God you can swayed into like the worst situations, till the point where you even hold a gun to your head. The whole time that you stray God's desperately trying to get your attention, to ask you to return to him. and he's pulling you back. The thing is you won't go back till you decide to, till you make the choice to return to him. and when you're fighting to return to his path, it isn't easy, the obstacles that led you astray will stand ever firm and you have to battle them. You won't succeed till you have God with you. When God intervened, that whole portion from when he was protecting the girl is the significance of the crucifiction of christ. Cause in the course of saving us he had to pay for our sins and when God finally won that was parallel to when he rose up from the dead.
well that's my take (:
go watch the video it's really good. i watched it on sun during cat class.
yeah, impactful
you know the whole first part, where God breathed life into the girl. that part was like the whole if you trust in God, he'll take care of everything. If you're generous to let God be part of your life, God be generous to you as well. yeah that struck me in that way. then the whole part where the girl strayed, it happens everyday, every moment. It shows how messed up you can be without God, like without God you can swayed into like the worst situations, till the point where you even hold a gun to your head. The whole time that you stray God's desperately trying to get your attention, to ask you to return to him. and he's pulling you back. The thing is you won't go back till you decide to, till you make the choice to return to him. and when you're fighting to return to his path, it isn't easy, the obstacles that led you astray will stand ever firm and you have to battle them. You won't succeed till you have God with you. When God intervened, that whole portion from when he was protecting the girl is the significance of the crucifiction of christ. Cause in the course of saving us he had to pay for our sins and when God finally won that was parallel to when he rose up from the dead.
well that's my take (:
Thursday, July 30, 2009
wow it's been long.
you know i always imagined that God would run to me with his arms open and when he hugs me he'll just never let go.
it's amazing how much people can change in a short span of time, especially during this period, i realised that a lot of people have matured, especially the guys.
oh well ok let's see week update, hmmm sun and mon was a little emo, korkor helped! =D korkor is awesome =D so many scandals, i'm like the most scandal deflective person ;D
you know i always imagined that God would run to me with his arms open and when he hugs me he'll just never let go.
it's amazing how much people can change in a short span of time, especially during this period, i realised that a lot of people have matured, especially the guys.
oh well ok let's see week update, hmmm sun and mon was a little emo, korkor helped! =D korkor is awesome =D so many scandals, i'm like the most scandal deflective person ;D
Monday, May 25, 2009
posting by popular demand
everyone's asking what flowers i want for confi,
and to be honest all flowers are nice.
so to janet and joan (the one's who have been asking) and the others
here's a few types of flowers that i like =)
Plumeria flowers (go google them)
- they are like those flowers you find at beach resorts that they like put on top of the chairs by the pool. yeah those are nice. though i doubt they sell them in stalks.
Carnations (purple, white and the red ones)
daisies the ones that kinda look like sunflowers, ahh found their name
Gerbera Daisies.
Roses (durh!)
like almost all the colours except the dark pink ones.
love the rest=D
Tulips are nice too!
But hey i REALLY don't mind other flowers either (:
everyone's asking what flowers i want for confi,
and to be honest all flowers are nice.
so to janet and joan (the one's who have been asking) and the others
here's a few types of flowers that i like =)
Plumeria flowers (go google them)
- they are like those flowers you find at beach resorts that they like put on top of the chairs by the pool. yeah those are nice. though i doubt they sell them in stalks.
Carnations (purple, white and the red ones)
daisies the ones that kinda look like sunflowers, ahh found their name
Gerbera Daisies.
Roses (durh!)
like almost all the colours except the dark pink ones.
love the rest=D
Tulips are nice too!
But hey i REALLY don't mind other flowers either (:
Sunday, May 24, 2009
it's been a while
wow, haven't blogged in eons.
ok just an update i suppose.
Mid years was horrible.
missed my LIT! exam
results are terrible.
don't feel like going for retreat ):, this is bad
current emotion: a hint of ok-ness, numb and negative emotions
toodles. i don't think i'll be blogging in a long while too
so yeah
ok just an update i suppose.
Mid years was horrible.
missed my LIT! exam
results are terrible.
don't feel like going for retreat ):, this is bad
current emotion: a hint of ok-ness, numb and negative emotions
toodles. i don't think i'll be blogging in a long while too
so yeah
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
3/5!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I love 3/5!!!
you guys are AWESOME!!!!
yall are VERY sweet, thanks for the awesome post-its for encouragement and good wishes for the game.
AND JUNIORSSSSS
thank you for your lovely card!
=D i love yall
you guys are AWESOME!!!!
yall are VERY sweet, thanks for the awesome post-its for encouragement and good wishes for the game.
AND JUNIORSSSSS
thank you for your lovely card!
=D i love yall
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
FANGYING'S THE BEST
haha =D i stand by what i say there!
=D i love fang ying!
and shi pei, who makes training more enjoyable and bearable.
=D
HUGE, ENORMOUS BIG THANK YOU
to the llamas and joan and weijia,
you know what you guys did =D
love yall!
=D i love fang ying!
and shi pei, who makes training more enjoyable and bearable.
=D
HUGE, ENORMOUS BIG THANK YOU
to the llamas and joan and weijia,
you know what you guys did =D
love yall!
Monday, January 26, 2009
here's a big thanks to all the wonderful people who sent me b'day wishes
haha i was looking forward to it the whole time =D
so big thank you to these people
liane, clara, fang ying, maryanne, mariel, joan, regina, kelly, cherie, janet and kristian, alex, brandon, sherman!
love yall!! =D
thank you maryanne for the awesome card!!!
and cherie for your present and card!!
and my mummy baked me a cake which was 4 layers
so that's 4 layers of love!!!! <3
i'd like to thank the following people for making my life so much more worth living:
GOD
FAMILY (mummy, daddy, gabriel and the whole clan)
LLAMAS (do i have to name these people, you probably heard a lot about them already!!! haha but anyway nut, estelle, alex, maryanne, mariel, audrey)
MERS (kristian, max, ronald, stephen)
CHURCH PEOPLE (sherman, bessie, gerard, brandon)
NETBALLERS (the WHOLE team!)
2/3 '08
3/5 '09
no i haven't forgotton you guys:
joan, weijia, annette, regina, cherie, liane, angeline, clara, rachel
haha i was looking forward to it the whole time =D
so big thank you to these people
liane, clara, fang ying, maryanne, mariel, joan, regina, kelly, cherie, janet and kristian, alex, brandon, sherman!
love yall!! =D
thank you maryanne for the awesome card!!!
and cherie for your present and card!!
and my mummy baked me a cake which was 4 layers
so that's 4 layers of love!!!! <3
i'd like to thank the following people for making my life so much more worth living:
GOD
FAMILY (mummy, daddy, gabriel and the whole clan)
LLAMAS (do i have to name these people, you probably heard a lot about them already!!! haha but anyway nut, estelle, alex, maryanne, mariel, audrey)
MERS (kristian, max, ronald, stephen)
CHURCH PEOPLE (sherman, bessie, gerard, brandon)
NETBALLERS (the WHOLE team!)
2/3 '08
3/5 '09
no i haven't forgotton you guys:
joan, weijia, annette, regina, cherie, liane, angeline, clara, rachel
Sunday, January 25, 2009
I LOVE MY OJD DARLING!
big shoutout to annette
i know its 3 days late but here goes
thanks so much for cheering me up darling
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!!
I LOVE ANNETTE ONG!
you made me feel better babe. thanks
love ya! =)
i know its 3 days late but here goes
thanks so much for cheering me up darling
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!!
I LOVE ANNETTE ONG!
you made me feel better babe. thanks
love ya! =)
Sunday, January 18, 2009
hello! okie i know i haven't blogged for a while, forgive me. its been two weeks into school and i've been busy as ever. not that i'm the only one. but anyway let's see, hmm. ok i got sick on thurs, sore throat, flu, the works. and then i have netball comp this wed. yeah that's basically it.
ok my reflection today!
had cat class, a lot of thought provoking stuff happened,
oh to amanda if you're reading this
GOD LOVES YOU! =)
so don't fret and just trust in him ok!
alright, i actually paid attention during the homily ya know.
i'm such a good girl =D
haha yeah picked up a lot more thought provoking stuff again. so.... here's my reflection that i did today, let's see if i can rmb, teehee =D
kay so during cat class i've learnt to appreciate my friends more. i love estelle, maryanne, nut and alex! love yall loads and loads and loads. we had P&W today! awesome-ness. yeah got a little spritual high! a tincy winnie little itty wincy bit, but hey better than nothing. yeah i think amanda does great P&W. haha basically anyone who makes me think and reflect during P&W is good. haha anyway, here's my quote
you are my strength when i am weak
lord to give up i'll be a fool
you are my all in all
big thanks to the lord for always always being there and giving me AWESOME friends to grow with spiritually. couldn't have asked for more. and then i'm gonna try and have more silent prayer cause it's really nice.
yeah that's about it. i know it ain't much but yeah =D.
love yall! GOD bless! spread the love =)
ok my reflection today!
had cat class, a lot of thought provoking stuff happened,
oh to amanda if you're reading this
GOD LOVES YOU! =)
so don't fret and just trust in him ok!
alright, i actually paid attention during the homily ya know.
i'm such a good girl =D
haha yeah picked up a lot more thought provoking stuff again. so.... here's my reflection that i did today, let's see if i can rmb, teehee =D
kay so during cat class i've learnt to appreciate my friends more. i love estelle, maryanne, nut and alex! love yall loads and loads and loads. we had P&W today! awesome-ness. yeah got a little spritual high! a tincy winnie little itty wincy bit, but hey better than nothing. yeah i think amanda does great P&W. haha basically anyone who makes me think and reflect during P&W is good. haha anyway, here's my quote
you are my strength when i am weak
lord to give up i'll be a fool
you are my all in all
big thanks to the lord for always always being there and giving me AWESOME friends to grow with spiritually. couldn't have asked for more. and then i'm gonna try and have more silent prayer cause it's really nice.
yeah that's about it. i know it ain't much but yeah =D.
love yall! GOD bless! spread the love =)
Saturday, January 03, 2009
my absolutely fabulous window surpise!
This afternoon, i was sitting on my bed with my laptop on my lap reading an online story. considering the fact that i had training in the morning and the previous day, i was entirely exhausted. anyway i was there reading and then i heard this faint call from outside my house. that person called my name, and i was wondering who was that, cause it sounded like a girl and so i thought it might be my cousin or something, so i hopped off my bed and strode to the window, swished the curtain aside and guess who i saw standing in front of my house!! MARYANNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D teehee. she totally made my day
love you darl.
love you darl.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
goodbye 2008 hello 2009
this year has been fruitful, depressing, spiritual, joyful, exciting and a hell lot of adjectives that i'm lazy to think of. you get the picture right?
i'll like to thank the following people for always being there to encourage me no matter what and for making it easy to smile!
JOAN, CLARA, REGINA, ANNETTE, WEI JIA, RACHEL, LIANE, ANGELING, CHERIE, WENDI, SHI PEI, ANGELA, FANG YING, DIANDRA, PET, ALYCIA, SHERYL, JAIME, MARYANNE, ESTELLE, KRISTIAN, NUT, MAX, ALEX, MARIEL, AUDREY, STEPHEN, RONALD. and of course mummy, daddy and my li'l bro.
super BIG thank you!
here's a little something for yall!
So she's here,
Thanking you for your undying support.
For never failing to return that wide smile upon her face
For patching up that empty spot.
For telling her everything's alright,
For reasuring her that you'll always be there,
For reminding her of all the good times,
For pulling her back up, everytime she falls.
For giving her that shoulder to cry on,
For brightening up her day every single time,
For never failing to encourage her when she feels like giving up,
For suggesting the possibilities to solve the problem at hand,
For showing you care
For all those hugs, to make her feel so much better,
For those sweet words to comfort her
For helping her, in her hour of need.
For being such a great friend.
you know i'm indeed really blessed cause this year i got you guys!! and GOD couldn't give me anything better. i love yall!
you know 2008 was, at least in my opinion my best year, despite the financial recession and all. you know i think God made it this way cause many people were too obsessed with working that they neglected their family and God, so he decided to give them a looooooooooong break to patch everything back up! yeah, besides we all know God will provide, so in other words there really is nothing to worry about. yeah. anyway 2008 rocked because exams were alright, got into the class i wanted and all, though i feel could have done better but still *pats back* =D. yeah then i've got great friends and family. i've grown spiritually closer to GOD, really couldn't ask for more. Got spiritually high (it was awesome!). Netball season was fantastic!
i really couldn't ask for more =)
happy 2009!
i'll like to thank the following people for always being there to encourage me no matter what and for making it easy to smile!
JOAN, CLARA, REGINA, ANNETTE, WEI JIA, RACHEL, LIANE, ANGELING, CHERIE, WENDI, SHI PEI, ANGELA, FANG YING, DIANDRA, PET, ALYCIA, SHERYL, JAIME, MARYANNE, ESTELLE, KRISTIAN, NUT, MAX, ALEX, MARIEL, AUDREY, STEPHEN, RONALD. and of course mummy, daddy and my li'l bro.
super BIG thank you!
here's a little something for yall!
So she's here,
Thanking you for your undying support.
For never failing to return that wide smile upon her face
For patching up that empty spot.
For telling her everything's alright,
For reasuring her that you'll always be there,
For reminding her of all the good times,
For pulling her back up, everytime she falls.
For giving her that shoulder to cry on,
For brightening up her day every single time,
For never failing to encourage her when she feels like giving up,
For suggesting the possibilities to solve the problem at hand,
For showing you care
For all those hugs, to make her feel so much better,
For those sweet words to comfort her
For helping her, in her hour of need.
For being such a great friend.
you know i'm indeed really blessed cause this year i got you guys!! and GOD couldn't give me anything better. i love yall!
you know 2008 was, at least in my opinion my best year, despite the financial recession and all. you know i think God made it this way cause many people were too obsessed with working that they neglected their family and God, so he decided to give them a looooooooooong break to patch everything back up! yeah, besides we all know God will provide, so in other words there really is nothing to worry about. yeah. anyway 2008 rocked because exams were alright, got into the class i wanted and all, though i feel could have done better but still *pats back* =D. yeah then i've got great friends and family. i've grown spiritually closer to GOD, really couldn't ask for more. Got spiritually high (it was awesome!). Netball season was fantastic!
i really couldn't ask for more =)
happy 2009!
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