Ok my arm hurts so i'll make this post short. i can't wait for dance night! i can't wait to see maryanne, alex, mariel, estelle, nut, cherie, liane, regina and clara!!!!! i'm so excited! haha ok today i went to Toa payoh to do CIP and may was fully book so we (joan, annette, valerie and i) decided to go to central library. so before we did that we decided to call to ask right then they gave us the online thingy and then so we decided to go to Bishan and they said the same online thing so we decided to hang around there. SUPERBOREDOM! yupp that's all!

ARGH!

:( i feel horrid. i am aching all over i feel crippled. i have lost all energy to bound up and down the flight of stairs in my house due to the abominable pain it would cause me. yupp you guessed it i had training today. ow! my lower and upper back hurts, my shoulders are sore and now my calves are causing me pain and agony! haha okok i shall be optimistic and tell you all about the good stuff today the weather was AWESOME! so yeah haha that's all i have to say. i'm terribly sorry for my paragraph short posts because i'm too lazy hehe. ;)

BOO! hehe i am tired! i had training today and you have no idea how tired i am. tom brings a lot of unexpected things such as an ab ache, backache, shoulder ache and arm ache and you have no idea how unmovable i will be and i have math extra lessons tom. so every movement i make i am so gonna groan. Groan, groan, groan GROAN!

special dedication to nut

Heys, alrighty NUT went to Sydney today so let's all wish a good trip there and allow her to enjoy herself there, take care of herself and go and come back home safely.
LOVE YA!

xoxo
you know you love me
gossip girl

The kiddo in me

You know the old saying of there's a kid in all of us. i think most of you who know me very well will absolutely know that i am like a kid especially during certain periods of my life. Well so today i went for my cousin's b'day party and it was held at BAMBINI its an indoor playground you know the classic ballroom and the climbing up and down complete with the netting and all yeah i had a jolly good time there being a kid. but i must say it was kinda hard for me to get around. haha seeing that i could not stand up most of the time i had to crawl haha. Its like those pictures up there. you know what when i grow up i'm going to have one level dedicated just to that!! haha

READ THIS LOUD AND CLEAR LLAMAS

I SO TOTALLY RESERVE THE SPOT NEXT TO MARYANNE FOR THE CAMP AT NIGHT SO EVERYONE ELSE ITS MINE!!!!!!! HAHA OK FINE I'LL TRY TO SHARE HAHA LOVE Y'ALL!!

Inter-class games

Hey y'all! Alright i've got a list of people to thank.
Banner:
Rachel
Clara
Wei Jia
Clare
Sarah
Mervelle
and the other people who turned up for banner painting. thank you for you effort!!! IT DOESN'T MATTER IF WE CAME IN FIRST EVEN THOUGH I THINK WE DESERVE MUCH BETTER!!!!!!! WE STILL CAME IN 5TH!!!!!!!!

Dance:
EVERYONE!!!
Thank you all for putting in so much effort into this dance and a job well done !!!!! WELL DONE TWO THREE!!!!!!! WE GOT THIRD A REALLY BIG IMPROVEMENT!!!!!!! Thank you for making the effort to bring your clothes cheoreographing the dance, practising it at home and just having fun on the dance floor.

Game
SUPPORTERS, I LOVE Y'ALL. so enthusiastic!!!!!
THE PLAYERS
very good effort put in and we are rewarded with coming in 1st!!! whoooooooooo! anyways i really think we put up a good fight against 2/2 that's the spirit!!!!

TWO THREE DYNAMITE DON'T MESS WITH DYNAMITE!
TWO THREE DYNAMITE DON'T MESS WITH DYNAMITE
GO TWO THREE!!!!!

my SA1 English compo

It has been a few years since i emerged from the rehabilitation centre as a changed person. I still remember that very night when the Police barged into the flat arresting us for the possession of drugs.

I was melting under the scorching sun, not a single cloud insight. It was a clear sunny day. i waited at the back of the alley for her. I was beginning to become impatient and my mind began to contemplate on her safety. I heard footsteps coming, my pulse raced as the footsteps drew closer. Beads of perspiration rolled down my forehead in anxiety. What if i had been found out? I flattened myself against the wall, shielding myself from the person cornering me. I saw a man in blue, my worst fear had come true. He paced a few steps forward as his keys jingled around his black belt. As he made one full rotation, i feared with apprehension that he might spot me. His badge shone in the bright light. Suddenly there came a muffled voice from his walkie talkie.

"Officer Quek, are you there? Over," the voice resounded from the petite rectangular black box. My heart pounded at the speed of lightning. The officer that was inspecting the back alley i was in removed his walkie talkie from the pouch and replied, "I'm here, there has been no sight of anyone here, I'll return to the headquarters immediately. Over."

He took one last glimpse around his surrounding area. If he were to turn his head right, i was sure that he would have spotted me. I clasped my hands together, praying my hardest that i would not get caught. I heard the cuffs jingle as if they were mocking me, they knew i was there. Officer Quek marched off as i peered out of my hiding place. His back faced me. then, as quick as a serpent finishing off its prey, Officer Quek was reduced to a lump of cold flesh when i pulled the trigger. My hands trembled as i returned the gun into its rightful place. What was i supposed to do? He was on my case, i could not just let him go. Christine jumped down from the roof with a grin.

"Did you see how i killed that policeman?" She asked excitedly. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. I has pulled the shot not her. Guilt overwhelmed me as i reflected on how impulsive my actions were. "I pulled the trigger simultaneously after you did. Your shot missed him by a few metres. You really ought to practise on your firing arm," she continues as she wiped the dust off her white blouse.

Christine pulled out the packet of little pink tablets. "I got it!" she rejoiced. I was too petrified to answer. As soon as i recovered from my shock, i plastered a fake smile onto my face. i had to act accordingly, i could not be a wimp and let such a small matter like this affect me. Christine kept on gushing on how splendid the party would be later.

The sky blackened as night approached. The nightlife was just about to begin! Our friends arrived shortly and i opened a bottle of Marsanne. I swirled the opulent golden liquid in its glass a i flipped the switch off the radio. The music was sensational. I turned the knob to increase the volume. We banged our glasses together to unleash the melodious 'ting'. The bouquet of wine filled my nostrils as i inhaled the scented aroma. Nothing could bring us down from cloud nine.

I increased the volume till the music boomed thunderously. The infectious tempo caught on me as my body moved along with the rhythm. The noise in my flat crescendoed as we consumed the pink tablet, otherwise known as Ecstasy. We started jumping up and down like crazy lunatics that had just escaped from the mental hospital.

The night was meant to last but the following events after flowed by in a blur. I fluttered my eyes open as i inspected my surroundings. i licked my parched lips and gasped for water. I turned the knob of the tap nearby to unleash the cool water into my mouth. I turned to Christine, "Some party that was, i can't remember a thing. Where are we?" She explained the situation we were in. The security guard arrived outside my cell and mocked, "Awake now, are we?"

I contained my anger as i turned to face Christine and muttered under my breath. Christine had been crying, no doubt. Her puffy eyes hid under the tuft of hair above her forehead. A few more tears cascaded down her cheeks.

I was brought to court, together with my fellow comrades. "I hereby sentence Chloe Wong to..." Judge Judy exclaimed. I could not bear to the rest of my sentence, knowing that i was done for. I did not get the worst sentence. Christine faced the gallows for murdering that cop.

I had learnt my lesson. I emerged from the prison as a free woman. I squinted my eyes at the glowing sun, treasuring everything i had. Being imprisoned in a jail cell was an experience I never wanted to revisit. Freedom never tasted this good. At the back of my mind, I'm still haunted by Christin's scream when she was hung.

IJ Fiesta!

IJ Fiesta it was pretty boring but then again it was also fun. I was trying my best to keep myself compose when i went into the haunted house. so i went in with the mentality that they were people so i laughed sorry 2/1. and the most i did was say omg when somebody grabbed my leg. yeah. haha. okies rachel me gonna post the compo today. and to liane you had better give me the full report about Vincent haha. honestly i think he has the hots for you. haha.

I LOVE REGINA!

Hey! Regina thanks for the hug in school and those comforting words of yours. :) ok today's results wasn't that bad and my dad was like ok lah. My mum PRAISED me for improving in my lit! YIPEE!! and yeah i got my A1 for math like damn heng its like on the dot plus 0.5
for all those who wanna know my marks i'm only giving the grade coz to me it seems nicer than the mark. and i promise i'm gonna study real hard and bring those golden marked scripts plus a nice enough report book for hte end-of-year.
Eng - B3
Math - A1
Geog - B3
Chinese - C6
History C5
Science - A2
Lit - A2
yeah i only got 1 A1. i'm so going to work harder and that's my promise.
love y'all
i'll try and post tomorrow coz its IJ Fiesta so i might or might not post. :)

incompetence

Today was a really depressing day. This is the day that i received my marks along with my peers. i shan't reveal any but i cannot express how disappointed i am with myself not to mention how i would have to face my parents. Well i already knew i was gonna get a scolding so i cried quietly on the way home and tried to calm myself to face my dad.However once i saw him i burst out in tears. Then i revealed the awful marks and he scolded i went up to my room and cried and mumbled how incompetent i was and how stupid and useless and how iwas not fit to be their daughter since i could not live up to their expectations. i skipped lunch and fell asleep and now my life is a mess i can't go for dance night he took away my internet acess i'm using his comp right now. and yeah i'm a big mess and i'm a useless bum and idiotic bitch who cannnot make her parents happy. And after that very big emotional breakdown i have to face tomorrow too the remaining three papers. how wonderful. :( so right now i'm really really really really down and kinda emotionless because i exerted a lot of emotions while crying so right now i'm zombified no expressions whatsoever. oh well i really feel awful. i am supid, useless, an incompetent useless fool and definately stupid. seriously i feel damn bad. i'm beggining to wonder why on earth would God chose to make me of all people. i feel stupid and awful and depressed and these awful emotions dwell in the depths of me. they are never satisfied. i feel so useless ok now i'm tearing, oh well i cried it out in the afternoon under my table while everyone was out. but every now and then when i think of how i disappointed my parents the tears just keep coming, i feel useless. thank goodness i got A2 for science and my english, i just disappointed myself even though my compo really improved and 26/30 is the highest i have ever gotten. you know the feeling of getting a pat on your back saying that you've done well and all. well they only criticise my mistakes. i mean like i'm not that clever and yeah i mean try doing the paper man its not like you can do it. and if an adult like you can't do the exam paper the expectations for a teenager cannot be hisgh right. i hate my life, its not worth living i tell you, its horrid i tell you ok i'll stop making myself cry and save the rest of the depressing talk tomorrow cause i know i'm gonna cry for math when i see that i did not get my A1, yupp anything lower than an A1id very disappointing and even if i get that brillant mark i will still be upset because i know that i woulld not be able to reach that 90 and above that i was aiming for. My life sucks i want to fall into the deepest sleep and go to heaven where everything is happy and all. night y'all

Here's the thing, i have absolutely no idea why i am feeling downright peachy. i sat through the whole of stardust NOT LAUGHING. reiterating NOT LAUGHING. ok the post is gonna be real short because i'm way too lazy to type and i kinda feel annoyed at goodness knows what because i don't! i feel empty, you know that space in the middle of my body and it feels very empty. i just feel empty and i ain't quoting from whatever song. I FEEL DAMN BLOODY PEACHY!!!! :@ right now i feel that somebody just ripped out my emotions and left me very unfeeling, i don't even know whether i'm feeling peachy ok emotional conflict here somebody please put up a big arrow above my head. make sure it lights too. i think i'm tired but i don't feel tired i just feel i don't feel anything. geez oh well i'll stop boring you people.

Wear red

All ye fellow cath mates
i have come to inform yous
to wear red tomorrow
because we are gonna row
and right now i'm high
like the sun in the sky
obsessed with this little rhyming game
making up a rhyme
just for the fun of it
while i'm here thinking of the next bit

yeah that's to remind all cath class peeps to wear red tom.

When the sun rises tomorrow
we are gonna have to bow
to the women who have gone through pain
just to see us set up a campaign
protesting against their ways
then seeing us pay
these are the women who paved the path
for us

that's for our mothers and for all they have gone through with us
because whenever all else fails we always have them standing beside us
waiting for us to turn to them

DANCE NIGHT

OH YEAH I CAN GO FOR DANCE NIGHT! I'M GOING FOR DANCE NIGHT! MY MOMMA AND MY DADA GRANTED THEIR HOLY APPROVAL. OH YEAH OH YEAH.

OK I'M HIGH, I FEEL LIKE SUCKING ON A LOLLIPOP, EATING M&MS, EATING A TUB OF PHISH FOOD FROM BEN &JERRY'S AND ANOTHER TUB OF SWESEN'S STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE AND I WANNA EAT SWEEETS AND MANY MORE STUFF AND JUMP AROUND LIKE A CRAZED MANIAC COZ I FEEL REALLY REALLY ENERGECTIC RIGHT NOW HAHAHAHAHAHHA. HEHEHEHHEHEH. OK I'M WAY OVER THE MOON HEHEH. OK BEFORE I LAUNCH ANY HIGHNESS ONTO MY BLOGGY I'M GONNA END THIS POST. HAHAHAHAHHA

ALRIGHTY BYES
I LOVE
LIANE, CHERIE, REGINA, JOAN, WEIJIA, CLARA, ANNETTE, RACHEL, LUMMIE (MY DEAR GREAT GREAT GRANDMOTHER WHO IS PREGNANT AT 162 haha), MARYANNE, NUT,STELLE,AUDREY, ALEX, MARIEL, CABRINI, MY MOMMA AND MY DADA.
love y'all

MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHH

HEHEHEHEHE. OK AT 10:36PM CLARICE YONG HUI MIN IS GOING HIGH. UP UP AND AWAY JUST LIKE THAT PRIEST ON THE BALLOON TRIP. I WONDER IF THEY FOUND HIM. OH WELL MAY GOD BE WITH HIM. OK NOW I'M NOT SO HIGH. I'M THINKING ABOUT POPO. SHE'S MY GRANDMOTHER. OK POPO I'M GONNA DEDICATE THIS POST TO YOU!!!

YOU ALWAYS GREET ME WITH A HUG,
THE SMELL OF YOUR FOOD ALWAYS GREETS ME WHEN I TAKE A WHIFF
YOU'RE THERE TO COMFORT ME
BUT WHEN ITS TIME YOU WENT WITH NO REGRETS
I ON THE OTHER HAND NEVER GOT TO SAY GOODBYE
SO HERE'S A MESSAGE FROM ME TO YOU
I LOVE YOU

DEDICATED TO MY GRANDMOTHER WHO PASSED AWAY 28DEC 2004

"I'VE FOUGHT THE GOOD FIGHT
I HAVE RUN AND FINISHED THE RACE"

FYI THE PHRASE REALLY IS ON HER NICHE.