HEHE! i am happy, contented and wheeeeeeeee
haha alright
short post!
=D love yall!
Merry Christmas!

hello friends!
guess what clarice has just posted lots of emo posts which none of yall are gonna read because its all drafts =D
HAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAH
i'm lame.
guess what i've had miserable at best on repeat since 9:17!
and look at the time now!!
wheee
toodles!
here's to the final week of advent

i love mar!

have i mentioned how much i love maryanne kwan????
oh right only a million times
haha
I LOVE MARYANNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=D
i love the way you do a maryanne
i love the way you comfort me
i love the way you know exactly what to say all the time
i love your smile
i love the way you tolerate my nonsense
and the way you laugh whenever i go high on you =)
i love how you always jump to conclusions and your automatic defence mechanism
basically I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU!

what i want for christmas is only what the lord can give
my understanding of christmas has changed so much
and there's nothing i want that can be bought with money,
the very thing that screwed the whole world
i'm in a really negative mood right now, pft.

i dunno why i'm so down now
i miss the llamas =(
this shows how much i actually NEED them,
cause a minute ago i was ok, then i've just dropped down the emotional elevator
actually i need all my friends
its hands down a constant necessity

i love ME!

ME = maryanne and estelle =D
thanks for all the fun we've had today
you have no idea how much you've "saved" me in a way
love you two =)
ohoh and have i mentioned that i simply LOVE nut's hugs!!!
i love hugging nut!
cause their so nice!
i love nut =)

i love maryanne =)
what will i do with out you darling?
thanks for the phone call last night, no wait early this morning
haha
=)
you rock, i stone =)
"no stop listening to that song, its my turn to scold you now"

i love maryanne!!!!! and her jacket and love having phone conversations with her =D

max and alex came back yesterday!!!
=D but they didn't come online
ah well i had maryanne! =D
and the reason for not blogging the past few days was because i was tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
busy talking to maryanne
=D
i love phone conversations with my gorgeous! =D
you make my day wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better
where are you?!?!?
i know you went for 7am mass so you have no excuse to not be online right now
except for lunchie
darling come online i'm bored!
i love you =)

MAX AND ALEX ARE COMING BACK THE DAY AFTER TOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =D
and i'm going to fix my sim card problem today!
=D when daddy wakes up, he's still sleeping
OHOH! he just woke-y up!!!
YAY!!

teehee
alex just came online and
i only talked to her for a little bit): and :)
haha
pfft now max is gone-y gone gone! ): bummer
so now its the everyday countdown!
drumroll please!
Alex - 6 days! till she comes back
Kristian - 15 days till he come back
Max- 5 days! till he comes back
so long! so loooong!
sigh!
where's mar?

)=
i miss alex and kristian
and guess what they are both on the same continent
and max is going away tom!!! all the way till sat!!
ahhhh
but the good thing is maryanne's still here
but still!
i'm going without max, alex and kristian for a week
all in one week
so here's the countdown

8 days till alex comes back
omg i so need you right now darl!
i miss you!!!

16 days till kristian comes back

and max is leaving in 6 and 1/2 hours

i'm missing these people already
=(

oh and annette's gone too
=(, 15 days till she comes back
girl i need you too!!! and btw she's on the same continent as kristian and alex

MAR!! i love you for staying in singapore and not ditching me for another country!
=D teehee

big thank you to max for cheering me up!
and maryanne too! =D
i love you both!!

i want maryanne )=
and she's not online
='(
i feel damn lonely and empty

what used to make sense doesn't hold any meaning for me
now everything's just really blank, a big bummer
and have i mentioned my stupid sim card conked
got really fed up at it

survived day two out of nineteen
seventeen more
that's really little is you look at it this way
10 + 7
and ten is very little and so is seven
ok this is not going anywhere
pft.

YAY!!! MARYANNE'S ON NOW
YIPEEE!

I LOVE MARYANNE!!!

haha maryanne made me post about her

=D

and right now i'm talking to her

i dreamt of her last night

but i can't remember what it was about

teehee

i'm very high

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

me on cloud ninety-nine

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Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting forYou know I believe, that we were meant to be

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

sometimes i wonder why He sends them to tell me
all this, is it you or is it the other
should i really question their control
or should i just ride along with the current
you spoke to me today
telling me that
children know better
children know that they are helpless
that's why they come to you
are you telling me that i should continue with the current
cause i'm thinking that i'm old enough and should be independent
or are you telling me that i'm being too complacent
i'm confused
but i'm only confused cause i've made myself so
lord help me

"At one time, most of my friends could hear the bell, but as years passed, it fell silent for all of them. Even Sarah found one Christmas that she could no longer hear its sweet sound. Though I've grown old, the bell still rings for me, as it does for all who truly believe."



"You're the meaning in my life, you're the inspiration, you bring feeling into my life, you're the inspiration"



"She said she'll run, Until her feet don't touch the ground"

you know that line is so inspirational!

it made me wanna run 2.4

so a big thank you to mayday parade

i love mayday parade =D

MARYANNE!

haha second dedication post

i love maryanne!
she let me have her jacket during mass
although she was cold too
love ya and your GAP jacket
which is super nice and comfy and cushy and
cool and awesome
=D

ANNETTE!

My long overdued dedication post(by one day)

Awesome
Nuts about JONAS
Nice
Enthusiastic about JONAS
Totally crazy over JONAS
Terrific
Eager*

* varies according to the situation

hey babe
i love you (=
but then you already know that
haha i love having you around
so thanks so being a great pal
and for sticking around
i didn't make this post colourful=D
"it's so colourful...... i hate it"

i thought it was gonna be easy
turns out its harder than i thought
it needs more than a few hours of work
but i just can't connect with their story
or to them, for that matter
totally can't find a single Saint that i connect with
oh well
the lord knows best
so let him work in his own way
(=
hope you guys have more luck than i do

How to choose your confirmation name

Hey everyone!
i was searching around and i found this
so those picking your confirmation names, here's a good headstart
hope it helps =D

Step1: Find a list of canonized saints in the Roman Catholic Church by reading a book or doing online research. Saints are people who have lived holy lives and are now in heaven as members of the Church Triumphant. Their life stories provide examples for others on how to overcome spiritual obstacles on Earth.

Step2: Read about male saints if you're male, and female saints if you're female. Generally speaking, you'll want to choose a name that matches your gender.

Step3: Pray to the Holy Spirit, and ask Him for help in finding a saint whose life you'd like to imitate. This saint will be bonded with you spiritually, and in essence becomes your heavenly patron who intercedes for you before God.

Step4: Narrow your selection to two saints. One of them will be your new Confirmation name. Think about the specific virtues those saints exhibited, such as patience, perfection, diligence, humility, mortification, meekness, obedience, prayer, charity or simplicity. Find a virtue that connects with you.

Step5: Consider the one or two special stories told about those saints on your "short" list to help you find a spiritual connection. For example, St. Maximilian Kobe gave up his life for another person's life in a German concentration camp during World War II, and so showed the virtue of selflessness. St. Francis, a spiritual leader who founded a religious order, led a simple life of poverty and greatly loved animals.

Step6: Take your list of two saints to a family member or friend who is a practicing Catholic. Talk about the saints' lives with that person, and discuss what attracts you spiritually to these holy people.

Step7: Select your Confirmation name, and inform your family and friends. Get used to it by saying it over and over again in your mind. Practice writing it as part of your full name.

Step8: Before you are confirmed, pray to the saint whose name you will be using as your Confirmation name. Ask this saint to intercede for you, to help you make the right moral choices, and overall to be a powerful spiritual guide the rest of your life.

Step9: Buy pictures, holy cards, statues and books associated with your Confirmation's namesake. These visual reminders of your saint will help you reflect upon his or her unique virtues.

Tips & Warnings
Pick a name at least a few weeks before you receive the sacrament of Confirmation. Give yourself plenty of time to do research about saints.
Don't give in to any pressure from family or friends to choose a specific Confirmation name. Be sure to listen to any strong objections to the name you pick. However, in the end this new name should be one you alone like, and will be happy to live with the rest of your life.


helpful linkys
American Catholic lists names of patron saints.
Find saint's names for girls and for boys.
Catholic.org gives names and information about patron saints.

i got it from the link below
http://www.ehow.com/how_2154367_choose-confirmation-name.html
so if you need more info it's there

i know that you want me to want you, i want to

i can live without you
but without i'll be miserable at best

because these words were never easier to say

and we both go down together
we'd stay there together
just trying to get up
and i'm sorry that this wasn't easy

I thought i could live in your arms
and spend every moment i had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
confess all the faith i had in you

Just be here now against me.
You know the words so sing along for me baby.

Cause i will always remember you as you are right now to me

its just another night,
another dream wasted on you

and we both go down together
and stay there together
just trying to get up

i love mayday parade!!!!
hehe
=D they rock!

The rules are simple:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense!

How are you feeling today?
Bubbly (yeah, right, so off)
Will you get far in life?
Ladies' Choice
How do your friends see you?
Leave Out All The Rest
Will you get married?
When It Was Me (sounds like a no)
What's the story of your life like?
Flavor Of The Week (=O i'm so sad)
What's secondary school life like?
Summer Nights
How can you get ahead in life?
That's What You Get
How do you feel about your friends?
Fame
Describe them.
Better Man
What's tomorrow gonna be like?
Damaged (uh oh)
What's in store for the weekend?
Life is A Highway
Describe yourself.
Get'cha Head In The Game
Decribe your parents.
Cooties (HAHAHAHAHAHA)
How's your life going?
Who Said
What song will they play at your funeral?
Why Can't We Be Friends
How does the world see you?
Running Out Of Time
Will you have a happy life?
Have A Nice Day
What do your friends really think of you?
Say Goodbye :(
Do people secretly lust after you?
In The Dark Of The Night
How do I make myself happy?
One In A Million
What should you do with your life?
Between You and Me
Will you have children?
Dirty Little Secret (hahahaha)
annette!!! do this with only using your jonas songs!!

no words can convey what i'm feeling
won't bother blogging
but i already am
ironic
oh well you can check out my work of art at the following links:
http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?kaiiy918qhs0
http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?kaijhfxekto
http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?kaik481drm2k
http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?kaiqu08wk78
http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?kaitbvns92s
numb numb numb-ity numb

If i were a boy?

would you date me if i were a boy???
my recent survey

maryanne: yes
clarissa: yes
nut: i wouldn't
liane: maybe, must have muscles
alex: yes
annette: yes, but i have to be ok with jonas and have to be hot
angeline: yes
rachel: yes
regina: no, cause she can't imagine me as a guy
natalie: yes
cherie: yes
kelly: no, my personality would me too weird for a guy =D

hehe
if i were a boy i'll pass
look at the number who WILL date me!!
haha i'll be a favourite
=D hahahahahha

i'm sick and tired of this whole charade
i'm pissed of the lack of contact
i'm worried for the dollar signs
i'm fed up with guessing
i'm tired of being cooped up

now i feel ungrateful
i know that God loves me
i know that i'm exceptionally lucky
then why can't i be happy

this is ridiculous
is fine really what you're feeling
cause i'm worried seriously
ok maybe it's just that i'm overthinking

am i?
are my feelings justified?
cause i seriously don't think so
and i can't help but feel so

i'm trading my sorrows!

atyou are holy holy holy
i want to see you
holy holy holy
open the eyes of of my heart

haha been listening to P&W songs ever since i came back from camp
haha i just prefer P&W songs i still like the other songs but haha just wanna listen to P&W songs haha =D

i've figured that the song i'm trading my sorrows makes hell lot of sense

i'm trading my sorrows
i'm trading my shame
i'm laying them down for the joy of the lord
i'm trading my sickness
i'm trading my pain
i'm laying them down for the joy of the lord

we say yes lord yes lord yes yes lord
yes lord yes lord yes yes lord
yes lord yes lord yes yes lord
amen.

it really does haha cause if you lift up everything to the lord he'll take care of everything and haha there's nothing to worry about!!! cause you know he's handling it haha omg i feel so enlightened haha. hahahhaa ok i'm officially high, a mild spritual high, still wanna obtain maximum spritual high cause that feeling was AWESOME! haha
PRAISE THE LORD
GOD is good
all the time =D

oh and the piano piece played before as it is heaven start is stuck in my head
it's really soothing and calming=D

a story that is worth reading =D

In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was.
This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.
A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friends I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at .' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents.
Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.
When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.
When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content.
I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!' In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it.
Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.
And then I saw it.. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it,seemed newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.
And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.
No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own.
He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.
Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.
He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.
'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.'-Phil. 4:13 'For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.' If you feel the same way forward it so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also My 'People I shared the gospel with' file just got bigger, how about yours?

I SING FOR JOY AT THE WORK OF YOUR HANDS!!!!

THE LORD IS GREAT!!!!
PRAISE THE LORD FOR HE IS GREAT!!!
i wanna thank the llamas and mers for the comfort they've given me when i was super sad and when i was super scared out of my wits haha. that was seriously for nothing.
haha
so LLAMAS I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MERS YOU GUYS ROCK MY SOCKS!!!!!! haha
GOD BLESS!!!
thanks to all those who have sent fuzzys!!!!
and a big thank you to the photographer!!! haha for letting us hog the camera
HAHAHHAAHHAHA
a big thank you to all the facils for journeying with us towards GOD
PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!

identity crisis

so camp ended today
i never wanted to leave, i really didn't
it was literally a retreat,
no handphones, internet access which meant that i didn't have any mode of contact
with anyone outside, which really left me in GOD's hands
and i want to go back to retreat, because the joy i've felt is unforgettable and it impossible to describe it in words but it was truly very peaceful and i felt really light, GOD was always there i just didn't know. i really want to continue smiling like nobody's business and go spiritually high but i just can't right now and i don't know why. who could deny that retreat was meaningful and it really helped each and everyone one of us has taken our own lesson, our own message from GOD. mine was that, we all know GOD made us in his image, which means that he left a part of himself in us. so because of that i see GOD in everyone of us. you can't deny it and the fact that in works through everyone to get to me. like he comforts me through my friends and i'm really grateful to him for giving me everyone i know, everyone counts cause they've all made an impact in my life one way or another. haha ok i feel peaceful again =D, i spiritually high again!!!!! hahaha PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!!

hey yal!!!
i got into 3/5!!!! hehe yipee
and i've got joan and weijia!!!!
though i'm really gonna miss:
clara and her joyous ambience
regina and her coolness and goofiness
annette and her jonas spasms and her laughter
rachel and her being rachel
MAN I'LL MISS YALL!!!!!!!!
i love yall,
you are the reason i go to school

i'll also miss 2/3!!!
man all the cool peeps, hahaha
there's lummie and her retardness
diandra and the way she makes the whole class laugh
clare and her effeciency
lynette, wait lynette and clare coming over hahaha
ah well
i'll still miss 2/3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3>

today after training (where i got burnt and i got back my brace tan)
i went to clara's for our annual movie marathon, i don't care we are having one next year too
hehe we watched enchanted, mamma mia, camp rock (guess who was laughing and smiling the whole time?), what happens in vegas, we watched more last year
haha, ah well
nothing beats spending a whole day with your pals
i'll really miss you guys
i had pizza again!! haha

the tide is high but i'm holding on
i'm gonna be your number one
the tide is high but i'm holding on
i'm gonna be your number one
number one
my number one
number one

every girls wants you to be her man
but i'll wait right here to its my turn
i'm not the kind of girl
who gives up just like that
oh no

sometimes songs express what we want to convey better than anything else

When the world, leaves you feeling blue
You can count on me, I will be there for you
When it seems, all your hopes and dreams
Are a million miles away, I will re-assure you

Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow's shining over you
That's when your dreams will all come true

Holiday Blues

uber bored man!
very sian
i am like stoning half the time,
i think by the end of this holiday i'll become brain dead
there's nothing to do
i've like finished 5 books already
that's a lot in one week
woah, i read that much
haha just realised
my back's aching from yesterday's training
and i slipped off the bench and my shin got scraped
ouch!!
ended up with a really big bump
which i iced so it's pretty much normal except for the wound
then after training i went to my friend's house to celebrate deepavali
yeah it is really late to celebrate but what the hell la
slept at 1-ish
woke up at 8
pretty tired right now
went for mass
and mummy started talking to one of the parents so i left church around 10.30
then MARCUS came over!!!
he camwhored with me haha
he's seriously cute
haha he's growing his hair and he's like shaggy dog haha
i ate lunch at around 4-ish
wasn't hungry
haha by then my stomach was growling =D
then after that i stoned on my computer
and then went for novena
and then came home
HAD PIZZA!!!!
teehee
yeah but i wasn't that hungry cause i ate at four
then now i'm blogging
kay sorry for boring you =D
tata!

I LOVE ANNETTE!

hehe annette, my dear OJD friend
thanks for brightening up my day!!!
love ya!!!
kay i was about to say rock on but in your case i'll say jonas on!!
haha

1. Do you have secrets?
who doesn't
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
as long as he's no more than one year, yeah can, considering that i'm born in JAN!!! everybody's younger than me!
3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
Friends are the only people who make school worth going
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
sounds really tempting
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
guy bestfriend, yeah i might
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
BOTH!!! can't choose, don't make me
7. What do you think is special?
everyone's special, in their own special way
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
answered this before, make a date with BEN&JERRY'S!!
9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yeah huh loads
10. Do you have any regrets?
yeah but i've learnt to live with them and see the better side of it, i mean everything happens for a reason, and you learn from them
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
no idea
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
everybody!!!
13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
i guess if i really love that person, being poor won't matter
14. What is your favourite colour?
green, purple
15. Would you give all in a relationship?
said it before if i think he's worth it
16. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
depends how much i hate them, but i'd like to forgive and forget, but nobody's that perfect right
17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
maybe
18. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
i dunno

hehe super bored yo!!!
i baked my cake today and guess what i forgot to sieve the flour and all haha whoops!! =D
alright love ya!!

I LOVE YOU MAR!!!

clarice says:
oh i'm coming later
Maryanne; says:
huhhhhh why.
clarice says:
traning
Maryanne; says:
can't you skip trng ?
clarice says:
training*
clarice says:
can but since its in the morning nvm lor
Maryanne; says:
DON'T GO FOR TRNG.
clarice says:
i'm coming at 1
clarice says:
no biggy
Maryanne; says:
cos everyone'll be there, and what if you don't get to sleep next to me.
Maryanne; says:
ITS A BIGGY,
clarice says:
haha you can choke place for
clarice says:
me
clarice says:
if people take my place
clarice says:
then i print receipt and then you can show prove OF MY PURCHASE
Maryanne; says:
hahahhaha excuse me !
Maryanne; says:
hahaha,
clarice says:
=D
Maryanne; says:
I'M PRICELESS.
clarice says:
NO PURCHASE SPACE NEXT TO YOU
Maryanne; says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHAA,
clarice says:
=D
Maryanne; says:
so sweet ah.
clarice says:
if that doesn't work i'll go with plan B
Maryanne; says:
DON'T GO FOR TRNG !
clarice says:
place bodyguards next to you
clarice says:
=D
clarice says:
surrounding you
clarice says:
cannot penetrate until i come
clarice says:
=D
Maryanne; says:
HAHHAHAHAHA !
Maryanne; says:
omg you and your ideas.
clarice says:
=D when i'm high
clarice says:
if worst come to worst
clarice says:
PLAN C
clarice says:
place you in changi prison
clarice says:
=D
clarice says:
i'll bail you out when i go there
Maryanne; says:
HAHAHHA WHAAAAAAAAAAAT ?
clarice says:
don't worry you'll be given most piority
clarice says:
most priority and most security
clarice says:
hahahhaha
Maryanne; says:
hahahhaha,
Maryanne; says:
but I didn't do anything wrong.
Maryanne; says:
I CANNOT GO TO JAIL.
clarice says:
EXACTLY
clarice says:
hahaha
clarice says:
i'll say you're mas selamat's accomplice
clarice says:
*wink wink*
clarice says:
hahahhaa
Maryanne; says:
OMG YOU EVIL !
Maryanne; says:
hahahahaha,
Maryanne; says:
YOU SHOULD NOT GO FOR TRNG.
clarice says:
don't worry i will bail you out and i promise it won't make a dust on your record =D
Maryanne; says:
hahhahha you better make sure it doesn't

YEAH I'LL GO TO THAT EXTENT OF RESERVING THAT SLEEPING SPACE BESIDE MARYANNE
=D

you'll always be in my heart!

2/3 '08

I love 2/3!!
i know we're not enthu and all
but two years together is a great deal
and i'm gonna miss all of yall
i appreciate all the times we've had together

I LOVE YOU 2/3!

school's officially out

school's officially out!
69 days of holiday, what could a kid ask for more?
but no, mrs wong spoilt my holiday mood
but i'm still gonna play anyways
yeah i'll do some work here and there
if i feel up to it (in other words that means never)
i think that this year's the best year that i've encountered
cause i think i've grown spiritually (i mean that is the most important)
and i'm academically stable, i mean my grades are ok, though i could do better
you get my drift right, if don't nevermind haha
yeah and socially, i'm super lucky to have all my friends!!
i love you guys!
yeah and this year's netball season was awesome
what else......
yeah that's all for now, the happy stuff =D

last week of school
last time i'll be with 2/3
next year even if i go to 3/3
it won't be familiar faces anymore
though i'm hoping to go to 3/5
so yeah
tomorrow's the last day we'll ever dance together
as one class as individuals that have bonded
next year holds unexpected events
i'm hoping i'll have my besties

2nd day!

heh second day was worse
but because i have my happy thought =D
MY VERY HAPPY THOUGHT
teehee
so much so that my mummy said i looked healthy
so people BE HAPPY!!!!
then you'll shine and be radiant like the sunny sun sun
heh heh
=D
toodles

i survived!

Ola amigos!
i survived the first day!!
uber happy, ok i'm not but i'm satisfied
now i know that my compo is consistant =D
i improved my english but i missed A1 my 0.2 marks
who misses a grade by 0.2!!!!!!
me =.=
anyways i improved my math by a lots ok not by 6 marks
then lit i deproved :(
i was seriously hoping for my A!
sigh
i passed chinese!!
i'm happy cause i passed
i must brace myself for tomorrow, i think tom's gonna be bad
science (hoping for an A1)
history
geography
home econs =.=
art =.=
more concerned for science history and geog
oh well ciao!

surely you're my angel
you're my darling angel
girl, you're my friend when i'm in need

i'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams

i just can't believe you're gone

i had yesterday in my heart

they can take tomorrow and the plans we make
they can take the music that we play
all the broken dreams
take everything, just take it away
but they can never have yesterday

they can take the future that we will never know
they can take the places that we said we would go,
all the broken dreams, just take it away
but they can never have yesterday

i can't keep my eyes off you

i can't keep up
and i can't back out
i've been losing so much time

something that makes me know
everything's gonna be alright

they all make sense
but something just makes me feel unstable
i don't know the cause
but i do know..........

ahhh!!

we're gonna check our papers tom
:O , i only want to check math and science and i am hoping i did well
i don't want to see the rest i really don't
i think i screwed this semester up
i'm seriously worried

alrighty, the next two days will be one of clarice's most depressing days
and joan's too. we always go emo during that period, well joan's the one who goes
emo the most, anyway joan i know you'll be all gloomy but please cheer up =D
ahhhh!!! i dun wanna receive my papers
i know rachel's gonna cry again
weijia's gonna top the class yet AGAIN!
haha it'll be the fourth time she's done it
i hope i retain my class position and i hope my level position is the same as last sem's or hopefully better, but i doubt it
argh!! i'm seriously stressed
i know i'm gonna have an emotional breakdown i just know

HEY MICKEY!!!

Oh Mickey, you're so fine,You're so fine you blow my mind

Hey Mickey! Hey Mickey!

Oh Mickey, you're so fine,You're so fine you blow my mind

Hey Mickey! Hey Mickey!

Oh Mickey, you're so fine,You're so fine you blow my mind

Hey Mickey! Hey Mickey!

i love my friends

i hung out with the llamas at maryanne's house super fun!!!
thanks for all the talk babes!!!
totally rocked!!! i want more, we don't get any quality time during cat, so meetings like this are awesome!!!!

that was the happy part
the other part really pisses me off

ASSHOLE!!! seriously you are a stupid asshole!
my friends and i are very far from being plastic
seriously, com'on you like/liked some of us ok
then what so you dig bimbos???
you seriously are an asshole
you have no idea how insulted i am
you seriously suck, you really do
for the record i'd bet i'm much smarter than you are
or at least somewhere near your intelligence level
but it is not nowwhere near a bimbo's level seriously
urgh you suck seriously
go dig you obstinate head into some hole!!!!

WOAH OH!

woah oh woah oh it's OVER with a big letter O!!!
wheee!!! no more mugging
no more worrying about what i don't know
no more cramming
no more freaking out
no more exams
no more depriving myself
NO MORE NO MORE!!!
hehe but......
MORE WORRYING FOR THE RESULT
uck!!!!
hehe till then i have a full five freaking awesome days to awesomely enjoy!!!!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)
tata

Tagged by: my sister, FANG YING, love ya!
A. Annoying- *cough cough* ya know hehheh
B. Boring- dunno
C. Cute- Clara, Fang Ying, Joanie, Annette, Regina, Nicole, Alex, Nut, Audrey, lummie!
D.Diligent- can't think of anybody right now
E. Evil- i don't know anybody who is evil. =D.... i know, at certain time LUMMIE!
F. Funny- Clara, Joan, Nicole, Regina, Rachel, Chloe, Alex, Maryanne, Mariel, Stelle, Nut, that special someone, annette, lummie
G. Goodlooking- everybody knows my answer, so i won't be answering this one
H. Hyper- me.... durh haha. my brother, alex, lummie
I. Intelligent- WeiJia, Nut, Alex, joan, Clara, Nicole, Rachel, Regina, Liane, Cherie, Angeline, Fang Ying, maryanne, Stephanie, Natalie Yeong, annette
J. Jolly- alex, clara, LUMMIE!
K. Kiddy- annette, when she's high during drama,
L. LameDisabled- dunno
M. MeticulousPeople- clara and her OCD.
N. Nosey- dunno
O. Optimistic- ???
P. Playful- hmm.....
Q. Quarrelsome- dunno
R. Reliable- joan, clara, nut, alex, maryanne, regina, annette, that special someone, weijia, nicole
S. Sexy- LLAMAS!!!!!
T. Trustworthy- all my friends!
U. Untrustworthy- ditto
V. Vulgar- all my friends aren't vulgar
Xenephobic-none i know the meaning!!! fear of foreigners heh heh
Y. Yappy- what's yappy?
Z. Zanny- i dunno what this means either, heh
People tagged to do this quiz :
nut
maryanne
annette
rachel
estelle
alex

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE
1. Name: Clarice Yong
2. Birth Date: 26/01
3. Current Status: pissed off
4. Eye Colour: Brownish black?
5. Hair Colour: Brownish
6. Righty or Lefty: Righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
1. My heritage: Chinese
2. Fears: Lots of stuff
3. My weaknesses: i dunno
4. My perfect pizza: As long as there's cheese, meat i'm there! no olives, and other stuff

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
1. My thoughts: when i'm deep, i'm deep, when i'm high, i'm high get the picture
2. My bedtime: define bedtime

LAYER 4: MY PICK.
1. Pepsi or Coke? Both.
2. Single or Group dates? hmm... this is difficult, aiyah anything goes
3. Adidas or Nike? neither
4. Tea or Nestea? not a big fan of either

LAYER 5: DO YOU?
1. Smoke? HELL NO!
2. Curse? durh! but not obsessively
3. Shower? YUPP LOVE THEM!
4. Have a crush? is that a trick question?
5. Think you have been in love? i dunno
6. Go to school? obviously!!

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST
1. Drank alchohol? yupp a few sips here and there, and one glass of sparkling wine
2. Went to a mall? nope, i live in a closet, OBVIOUSLY!
3. Been on a stage? yupp
4. Eaten sushi? i love sushi
5. Dyed your hair? nope, i like my hair just the way it is

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
1. Played a stripping game? HELL NO!
2. Changed who you were to fit in? nope

LAYER 8: AGE YOU'RE HOPING.
1. To get married? i dunno
2. Get a job? when i'm out of uni, or during uni, or in JC

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL.
1. Best eye colour: cool eye colours except black
2. Best hair colour: dark brown
3. Short/ Long hair: either

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1. One minute ago: studying
2. One hour ago: studying
3. Hours ago: at school
4. One month ago: in school
5. A year ago: living my life

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE
1. I love: this a very long list, can i am so not in the mood to list
2. I feel: pissed
3. I hide: stuff
4. I hate: a lot of stuff
5. I miss: a lot of stuff
6. I need: the exams to be over NOW!!!!

sorry so not in the mood for this

geez i dunno where to start

exams are soon and all i can think about is what i'm going to do after that.... not helping
sigh

i'm confused, wound up in a mess of who knows what
i dunno who's who and who's what,
i dunno whether i'm doing the right thing or the wrong thing
my feelings are confused too
i just dunno what to do
did all that has happen mean nothing
because it really seems like you think so
you're there but i don't know you

everyone leaves in the end
you can't deny it

on a happier note, grease and mama mia songs rock haha

dammit nat!

dammit natalie, you just HAD to tag me man! =(
oh well....

A) people who have been tagged must write their answer on their blog.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the personwhom they were tagged by

C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

01. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

urm... i dunno, but i will definitely go for therapy... ben and jerry's and chocolate! =D

02. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

hmm.... to be happy forever

03. What will you want your dream wedding to be like?

No idea!

04. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

YUPP MOST DEFINATELY!

05. What's your ideal lover like?

exactly like he who shall not be named =D

06. Which is more blessed?

to be able to live is a blessing

07. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

dunno

08. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Go on anti-boy days and probably get over him real quick, fast and painless.

09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

yupp, lots

10. Is being tagged fun?

nope!

11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

i dunno

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

joan,weijia,rachel,annette, regina, stephanie, lummie, nicole yap, nuttaye, maryanne, alex, estelle, audrey, mariel, angeline, liane, cherie, mummy,daddy, gabriel, grandy, in more commonly used terms... the bloody idiot(no offence intended!), netballers!!!!!! and loads of other people!

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

very nice person

14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?

depends....

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?

depends on how you define thing, if its the first thing i thinks about and the first action that is done its different

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

Yupp, if i think its worth it.

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

i know annette's will be joe and nick! haha

18. What type of friends do you like?

loads of types

19. What type of friends do you dislike?

i've become very lazy to think of the answer for this one =D

*sniffs*

bah! everybody's sick. haha
stephanie's sick, clara's also sick, joan's still sick, weijia's sick and i just made the list.
=D
my immunity put up a good fight... until now.
oh well.
haha bin' watching the olympics
hehheh, german guys are hot, =)
well its the country with the most hot guys... so far
one's from table tennis and two from gym
and one from the netherlands, also from gym
OMG I LOVE THE GYM'S GIRLS... so nice!
nastia is from US, she's good!
oh yeah and one more hot guy from US
teehee.
haha

i stayed home today, slept... alot.
i ate breakfast while everyone was having recess. xP

Meet my photoshopped spider!

hello meet my spider!

i made him during art, we were learning how to use the photoshop!

happy 080808!!

hello! its 080808
so cool, haha,
happy wedding!! to all the married couples who got married today, heard there were a lot
pfft, school was ok, after that i went to american club for lunch
ate till i was stuffed like those christmas turkeys.
i like their mashed potatoes, if only there were a littlt hotter than it would be a lot better,

There's not a better way to recuperate from a suckie week then spending a day at home :)
i was seriously super super tired yesterday, i had a really long day!

sunday...
alex thanks for being there for me the whole of last week, seriously you rock! LOVE YA!
maryanne darl, i love you!
DREY! you're making me worried hun!
haha during canteen duty was selling happyface cookies =.=
natalie and i were outside the front of the church waiting for people to but stuff from us.
i was bored so i kinda went high, haha
buy 1 happyface cookie to brighten up your day haha
buy 3 and it'll brighten up your day by 3 times.
haha i need to work out my marketing skills
hahahaha
i'm never doing it ever again, nuh uh!
trucks are fun to play with!
haha, i was standing in the corner of the canteen next to the playground, haha there were these trucks next to railing, i swear they are so fun to play with, the oil tank ran away!!!! i couldn't get it to roll back. =(

haha monday was sort of my emo day
i had free writing during english
i wrote A family member or friend,
bitched about someone
then after recess thanks to nut i feel so much better
love ya!

i love my friends at school
clara, stephie, joan, regina, rachel, annette, wei jia, angeling, cherie, liane, lummie,

MY BROTHER'S AN ALTAR SERVER!

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

SUPP!
i know my blog is like super dead. but i've been too lazy to update it. I've been procrastinating. =P
haha i've like skipped cat class was two weeks straight. Wonder if they are really gonna call mummy up. Oh well. I DON'T WANNA DO CANTEEN DUTY THIS SUN!!!! I DON'T WANNA WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING! i don't mind it being like later in the morning. but 7.30-8.30??? that's mad. BOO!

hehe gabby's invest was last sun. haha he looked damn cute. i think i was exceptionally nice to him that day. haha yupp. and half the time he was up to his no good nonsense for example terrorising bryan. haha yupp. guess who came to save the day? i ain't doing it no more, i tell you. NUH UH! I HEREBY RESIGN FROM MY POST! yeah maryanne and i were running to nut, mariel, alex and stelle's table most of the time. haha. it was super boring at our table. haha sean's speach was super funny.

pff had humanities quiz today, it was bordering retarded-ness and ok-ness.
lost my appetite during recess but i still ate.
urr what else to report?
urr I LOVE ALEX! yeah cause you tolerate my nonsense. =D
i dunno what i'll do without you
yeah i think that's about all.
so long!

MY HERO!

MILTON S. HERSHEY IS MY HERO!

CAUSE HE'S THE GUY THAT CREATED BAR CHOCOLATE

WHAT WOULD LIFE BE WITHOUT CHOCOLATE?

IT WOULD BE DULL AND BORING

SO THAT'S WHY THERE'S CHOCOLATE!!!!

WHOOOOOOOOOO

GOO CHOCOLATE!!!!