INVEST and SDYD

INVEST
the only reason i can think of for participating in invest is because of God. this was truly God's doing. Once i stopped trying to pursue leadership positions, God delivered them to my doorstep. This is the begginning of my journey, yes, the going is going to get tough but i know God will be there, as he always has, i just have to open my heart and mind to recognise his presence. I can't do it by myself but with God anything can happen.

SDYD
My river of life, i won't say my life is perfect but neither was it filled with turbulence. The biggest thing that ever impacted me has happened in my short span of 15 years of existence was very recent. Although when i reflect and look back at every thing that has happened i can say i've lived a very sheltered childhood, which i have to thank my parents for. My lack of maturity at that point in time when everything occured was the reason why i was not affected, not in the long term anyway. That is why something as superficial as what i'm going through right now should not be affecting me, because basically it is superficial. It has led me to question who i really am deep down inside. I never wanted to let go of what that had happened, even though i have thousands of reasons to. But why can't i let go. The sharing that kimberly gave yesterday applied to me, true, the dismisal of one angel led to the finding of many others. I won't say i'm out of the woods, i'm finding my way out slowly, i'm following the path and getting lost again. It's just something i have to endure before i really find the way out. Due to the fact that i'm dwelling on the past and living in an illusion that ceased to exist, i look past the blessings that God has bestowed upon me. The blessings i have received are truly the work of God because through them i'm finding my way out, though i'm straying on my own accord sometimes, i do know they'll always be there for me. These are the angels and i dearly want to thank you because if not for you i wouldn't be what i am today, i would be far worst than any of you could imagine. I owe my happiness to them.
Estelle
Nut
Alex
Maryanne
Ronald
Stephen
JP
Joan
Janet
Anjelica
Sabrina
Linying
Mummy
Daddy
Gabriel
Brandon.

i never would have soared that far if it weren't for you guys, thanks for catching me every single time i fall. Thank you so much, love you more than you can ever imagine. God bless.

I had a short talk with Anne during the parish segment, thanks dear.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA
go watch the video it's really good. i watched it on sun during cat class.
yeah, impactful
you know the whole first part, where God breathed life into the girl. that part was like the whole if you trust in God, he'll take care of everything. If you're generous to let God be part of your life, God be generous to you as well. yeah that struck me in that way. then the whole part where the girl strayed, it happens everyday, every moment. It shows how messed up you can be without God, like without God you can swayed into like the worst situations, till the point where you even hold a gun to your head. The whole time that you stray God's desperately trying to get your attention, to ask you to return to him. and he's pulling you back. The thing is you won't go back till you decide to, till you make the choice to return to him. and when you're fighting to return to his path, it isn't easy, the obstacles that led you astray will stand ever firm and you have to battle them. You won't succeed till you have God with you. When God intervened, that whole portion from when he was protecting the girl is the significance of the crucifiction of christ. Cause in the course of saving us he had to pay for our sins and when God finally won that was parallel to when he rose up from the dead.
well that's my take (: