identity crisis

so camp ended today
i never wanted to leave, i really didn't
it was literally a retreat,
no handphones, internet access which meant that i didn't have any mode of contact
with anyone outside, which really left me in GOD's hands
and i want to go back to retreat, because the joy i've felt is unforgettable and it impossible to describe it in words but it was truly very peaceful and i felt really light, GOD was always there i just didn't know. i really want to continue smiling like nobody's business and go spiritually high but i just can't right now and i don't know why. who could deny that retreat was meaningful and it really helped each and everyone one of us has taken our own lesson, our own message from GOD. mine was that, we all know GOD made us in his image, which means that he left a part of himself in us. so because of that i see GOD in everyone of us. you can't deny it and the fact that in works through everyone to get to me. like he comforts me through my friends and i'm really grateful to him for giving me everyone i know, everyone counts cause they've all made an impact in my life one way or another. haha ok i feel peaceful again =D, i spiritually high again!!!!! hahaha PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!!